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Monday, 7th January, 2008

A New Year
[posted at 12:10 GMT]    

I like to thank you all who express trust in me and who supported me, with either buying my work or with writings and talking. Thank you very much from all my heart. The end of last year was very successful for me. With my solo exhibition, publishing a book, few interviews in newspapers and magazines as well as sales.

There are a lot of plans in my head for this new year. Hopefully some of them will turn true. I wish you all a lot of nice bright days so you year 2008 is even better than passed years.

Photo Blog Awards 2008
[posted at 14:17 GMT]    

Last year I tried to get in PhotoBlog awards. This attempt was not successful as I entered the competition far too late. New one is already opened and if you vote for me in 2007 and you still like my images, you can vote again. You do not need to create new ID there.

For all you votes in 2008 I thank you very much in advance.

Thursday, 10th January, 2008

New photo: Full Moon
[posted at 17:09 GMT]    

In the middle night, sky was bright, full moon shines, water can't be still.

Friday, 11th January, 2008

My photo on book cover
[posted at 09:12 GMT]    

As you may know one of my photos was used last year on "GRAFFITI SCULPTOR" book cover. When we returned from holiday earlier this week, I have found package with two books. So here it is final form of the book which is using my photo on its cover. Second image is showing back side of the book.

Sunday, 13th January, 2008

New photo: via Emanuele
[posted at 20:02 GMT]    

Look at her! So confident, so beautifull,.... Summer, Italy

Monday, 14th January, 2008

New photo: Feet's cooling
[posted at 21:20 GMT]    

Hot day in Italy, cold water helps to cool feet so she can walk further. Further to where?

Thursday, 24th January, 2008

every morning
[posted at 07:03 GMT]    

Maybe you remember my post Problem with photos from second half of December 2007. That post I really wrote to share my opinion and somehow I was expecting reaction. Well I didn't receive anything.
Every morning when I am sitting in car and driving those forty kilometers to my daily job I have ideas in mind. A lot of time it is about writings to this blog. Only rarely, and this month almost no, I write something from it here. I discover my old micro recorder and I just talk it in. Question is do I going to listen it any time soon? Who knows. There are numerous plans, with time it is not so optimistic.

So every morning I am thinking should I write it there or should not?

New photo: waves
[posted at 18:48 GMT]    

Waves of a see and waves of the earth. Together in contrast. Man and woman together in contrast,

Friday, 25th January, 2008

StumbleUpon boost
[posted at 08:47 GMT]    

Normally, there is a around 150 visitors on my page daily and they view in average 1500 pages which makes around 4000 hits. Yesterday it all become in one hour five times more. And why? Somebody marked my site at stumbleupon.com. Not only that but also include my image in their blog. In one hour more persons did the same and it has this kind of chain reaction effect. I was glad until I looked at statistics more in details. Than I saw only this image directly linked was visited only two percent of people actually come to my site to see more. And than average ten pages per visitor drops to two pages per visitor.

New photo: leaving
[posted at 23:03 GMT]    

And now I am here alone...

Saturday, 26th January, 2008

Rating
[posted at 10:34 GMT]    

I have modified page which display my images. The layout of information is a slightly different and style of presentation has changed a bit as well.
The major difference is that i have added possibility to rate my images. You may ask why? Well I was thinking about it a bit. The primary reason is that I like to give you viewers a bit more option to participate on this site, create a bit more social feeling. So now you could not only write a comment to each photograph, but you can rate each as well. When there is enough ratings I will display the top rated images on front page ;-) You can always explain your rating in comment, I would actually appreciate that a lot.
I wish you nice weekend!

Sunday, 27th January, 2008

Back from Amsterdam
[posted at 21:07 GMT]    

We have just returned from Amsterdam where Christine Otten introduced her new book "Als Casablanca". It was very nice evening and I will write more about it tomorrow. I may include some impressionistic photo from my PDA ;-)

Monday, 28th January, 2008

Christine Otten
[posted at 14:55 GMT]    

As I wrote yesterday we went with Viera last Sunday to the "MelkWeg" i n Amsterdam for introduction show of the new book "Als Casablanca" by Christine Otten. Almost two years ago Christine did interview for magazine with me and Viera. That time we promised each other that we will keep in touch. Well it didn't happen, but than even more I was very nicely surprised by her email informing us that she will be presenting her new book soon.
There was no question about it. We decided to buy tickets and drive to Amsterdam. We had very nice afternoon and evening there. Evening start with her interview on podium and that Christine read a piece from the book. Subject of the book sounds very interesting. I didn't read it yet myself, but from the evening I understood that book describes group of the people meeting together in Detroid, city where they feel as strangers and everybody has new chance to discover your old yourself or just start building your own image/life from scratch.
I may be rather wrong about this. I certainly will mofidy this after I read the book and maybe Christine will comments on these lines ;-) Who knows?
The evening unfolds into few more numbers on stage including guest comic talks and musical performance of excellent singer and guitarist. I guess Christine was rather surprised when she saw us while signing copy of the book for us.
We stayed for little longer hoping that we could talk to some more interesting people there, but as we didn't know anybody we just talk to each other, had few drinks and than say goodbye and left for dinner. We find this very pity, earlier, well long time ago when we still lived in Slovakia we use to be in contact with a lot of people for cultural circles, now in The Netherlands we are completely out. We certainly promised each other to visit actions like this more often and acquire ourself with cultural life in Amsterdam much more then we do now.

New photo: In case...
[posted at 19:33 GMT]    

So you left, left for no reason. I know you just didn't know what road to take so you took none. I know it can be difficult in this journey of the life. I know you do not know what you did. But in case you turn the clock back...

Tuesday, 29th January, 2008

Updates
[posted at 14:57 GMT]    

I have made few improvements on site today, hopefully it will reflect on faster loading times and better google rank position.

Thursday, 31st January, 2008

Movie attempt
[posted at 14:06 GMT]    

I am playing with creating video with my images. Idea is to create audio interview and play images at the same time. Later maybe some more sophisticated projects. This is my first attempt so bear with me. The video is about 3:20 long. I would appreciate your comments.

Sunday, 3rd February, 2008

New photo: evening
[posted at 12:40 GMT]    

Air is cold and a bit wet, Sun is falling down. We watching it and its way is the same as ours. We stay a bit while and than in dark we walk down the fields to the village, alone. Sun is now on the other side, we are alone.

New photo: face of carnival
[posted at 21:11 GMT]    

So many eyes, but none of them are the real.

Monday, 4th February, 2008

life is hard
[posted at 09:27 GMT]    

or just we making it so? Probably all what we have is made by ourself. So I am not going to complain. I surely could made different choices and that I would be complaining about other.
Now you will have a break from me talking rubbish for a few days. Try to make good choices so your life is not so difficult and you can enjoy the time while you have it, the life.

Friday, 8th February, 2008

New photo: Italy
[posted at 13:48 GMT]    

I know this image is small, but try to count and tell me how many birds you can see on image.

Saturday, 9th February, 2008

New photo: Italy II
[posted at 00:36 GMT]    

Several hundred years ago, she was looking from the same place. Where is she now and where is he?

Monday, 11th February, 2008

Warning
[posted at 16:35 GMT]    

I just get information that tomorrow my provider will upgrade php4 to php5 and mysql4 to mysql5. As it seems it will bring certain problems and I haven't been able to fix them yet. So part of the site will be not working tomorrow properly. I am going to try my best to fix it until than, but I am ill for the third day and with fever I have now not sure I will be able to sit behind computer longer than a hour or two.
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Update few hours later. Hopefully I have fixed the major problems. Interesting was that all problematic part where in MySQL 5 and not in PHP5. I would really appreciate if you let me know if something is not working as expected. Thank you in advance.
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Update few minutes later: I just realize that my web hosting provider will do that update next week not this week as I understood in my fever. So we still have week to go :-) Excuse me for this, the whole reality is for me now changed into one looong, slow motion, dream.

New photo: foggy day
[posted at 21:02 GMT]    

Much as a my day today. Like a dream, nothing is really sharp, all is in a kind of fog. Not sure what has really happen and what is only in my brain made by fever.

Tuesday, 12th February, 2008

New photo: Some sunny day
[posted at 11:17 GMT]    

Does anybody here remember Vera Lynn?
Remember how she said that
We would meet again
Some sunny day?
Vera! Vera!
What has become of you?
Does anybody else here
Feel the way I do?

(c) Roger Waters/Pink Floyd

Resuscitate to life
[posted at 19:03 GMT]    

As if would time stop, oh no time is ok it is only me who perceive of it slows. It all feels now brighter and cleaner.
So I sit here in Sun lighten kitchen and enjoying from its sharp shine. In my mind though is hanging "Why so late, why now?" Yes! why only now when fever flood my body and driving my head. Why only now I sense life as I would only be born little while ago.

The feeling walking out of the tunnel, exactly the feeling as one would walk out from gray monotonic flatness and come to colorful world. I had exactly same feeling quite few years ago, when I walked out from military base to the town. And after all the green and gray I saw colorful girl\'s skirt. As if would my life in last years was only empty walk in monotonic hunt for food and satisfying raw needs.

It feels like all is only question of point of view. I recognize it only now when I have possibility to see it from distance of time, when time flow is more important than what I will be eating tomorrow.
I feel great in this by sun brightened kitchen. I would sit here maybe forever. I am only afraid that same think could happen and this kitchen would change its nice warm and bright feel to the gray tunnel without a single spark.

And that is exactly why I write these lines, so I would not forget, so I would later, sitting in the tunnel, remember that all is only question of point of view and all can be changed. It is only necessary to be able to look from different angle and not always it has to be fever which will force us to observer white bright walls, where shadows are moving slowly while our brain is thinking where we were yesterday and why.

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Translated from original text in Slovak language published here

Wednesday, 13th February, 2008

Kodak PXP 120 Plus-X Pan
[posted at 11:04 GMT]    

And so after I exchange few email yesterday with Jacco I decided when I will feel better I will develop those 120 film we exposed at the cold winter morning together few weeks ago.
And yes day has come and only with coughing I felt quite ok today morning so I have developed them. And? What you think? They look fabulous!!! Not sure if it is by the square format, huge area of negative or whatever I know, but they just feel great. If I feel still ok I will develop later today 3 Agfa APX400 I exposed on the same day on same subject and than I can see if it is film, camera, or just my mind.
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I hope my flatbed scanner is still ok as I didn't use it for over year. If yes I could scan those images soon.

Thursday, 14th February, 2008

New photo: Evening II
[posted at 09:34 GMT]    

Do you feel that cold, and wet smell of ground under your knees? You who still have seven years and playing so long outside. Who has ground behind your nails. All friends are gone now, but you still have not enough of that summer late night smell on fields. Somehow you know than later when you become adult you will miss it...

Friday, 15th February, 2008

CanoScan 8400F
[posted at 15:51 GMT]    

I bought this scanner about one and half year ago. Use it maybe ten to twenty times. Now I tried to scan those 6x6 negatives form 120 film and gues what? It is not working. On each scan it gives white, yellow,red,blue spectrum overlay from left to right.
I email Canon yesterday and returned useless suggestion back. I called them and very surprise I have got almost immediately somebody on line. But she just move it to second line support, 48 hours working day response (Monday maybe Tuesday). So I called service organization for them here in The Netherlands, no they do not repair scanner only move them to Germany. So no luck there. 150 euros for nothing. How can such a thing be produced? I didn't shake it or hit it it is here next to my negative scanner (which is working perfectly for 4 years) and doing nothing. Noe I need it and it doesn't work!!!
So I will wait. In mean while Jacco is going to help me with his Epson V700 (am I correct Jacco?) to scan those 24 images I took on Kodak 125 PX 120 film .

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BTW: Images are cool I already have some 100 shots from my Agfa APX 400 film scanned and there are some brilliant shots.
BTW 2: If you wonder why all those strange films. Well those all are couple (some 10) years expired films I have received for free from friends and use them just for fun. Maybe I would wish I would have good film instead when I do high resolution scans :-( Who knows.

Saturday, 16th February, 2008

New photo: Wood and Water
[posted at 19:51 GMT]    

This is first image from new series I am preparing now. You can take this as kind of teaser. When I have at least three images I will show them all together.

Monday, 18th February, 2008

After week
[posted at 07:10 GMT]    

After one week being ill and home I am back in working chains ;-) I must say it feel not good to wake up at 5:30 if you not in bed from 21:00. But anyway I am in good mood and hopefully I will be soon able to finish my remake of www.richard-vanek.eu where I will be displaying my work in form of projects or how other people call it closed art bodies of work. What it means is simply achieve a presentation of my photographs grouped to the presentation which would express certain theme and would be more powerful than presenting stand alone photograph.
I will announce it here when it is full finished.

Tuesday, 19th February, 2008

Upgrade done
[posted at 11:55 GMT]    

So it seems my site is now running on Apache2, php5 and MYSQL5. I would like to ask you for help, if you notice that something is not working as before, please let me know using contact link in right top part of the page.
Thank you in advance for your help!
-richo-

Wednesday, 20th February, 2008

week at work
[posted at 20:41 GMT]    

This is certainly not for me. Wake up at 5:30 and working for 8-9 hours. Not sure why but somehow it is just less and less pleasing ;-) Use to be time when I enjoyed that, but not anymore. Far more I enjoy quiet time when I have space to think and plan the things. Maybe it is only that early waking hour what is killing me.
In any case, the lack posting of images in last few days is caused by my work on renewing my other site www.richard-vanek.eu. Soon it will be online and I believe with interesting approach to my work. Approach I was promising for a while. Images displayed in project and not as isolated items.

Friday, 22nd February, 2008

Fast
[posted at 19:51 GMT]    

I have been fasting today same as last week Friday. Not sure why I do it, but I guess I have kind of feeling to clean my body once a while. And have it on Friday feels all right. I started with it last week at the end of my illness and I believe also under influence a book I was reading. To not eat whole day, actually more than 24 hours is easier than I expected. IT is actually more difficult to control your discipline than to fight against feel of hunger.
Did you ever try it? I want to continues like this for few weeks and than try once to make three days fast.

Saturday, 23rd February, 2008

Dave Beckerman
[posted at 23:44 GMT]    

I had nice email conversation today with Dave Beckerman about digital cameras. He made his second service, if I may call it like that, to the world of digital photography. He is using Canon 40D with nice 30/1.4 lens. I am in touch with Dave for over eight years and I feel very often same way as he does. So I just may declare that after I finish my 150 meters of Fuji Neopan and 5 liters of Fotospeed FD10 I may try my first attempt to go to digital world. I need also sell some of my work to finance that journey. So if you like my work you can support me by considering some of my work for purchasing.
Thank you ;-)

Sunday, 24th February, 2008

Re-newed web
[posted at 20:04 GMT]    

I have just uploaded new version of my project web site www.richard-vanek.eu. That web place is dedicated to presentation of my work in projects. It is my attempt to express something in more images.
I would really appreciate to know what do you think about. You can also see there seven new images never published in my latest wood & water project.

Wednesday, 27th February, 2008

New photo: two chairs
[posted at 20:26 GMT]    

Lying just like that, one behind the other under the moon light. Waiting for warmer summer days when people take them from cold frozen grass and put them on the wooden terrace where they will all together enjoying sun set into the lake.

Thursday, 28th February, 2008

New photo: Hut by the lake
[posted at 19:12 GMT]    

Empty, with dirty window, reflecting reflection from water. Inside cold table, dirty floor and dust everywhere. Will they come back in summer?

Friday, 29th February, 2008

second book edition?
[posted at 08:45 GMT]    

I am thinking to produce second limited edition of my book "Remembering Childhood" and offer it for sale in my photography store.
I made hardcover and soft cover version last year in November after exposition of the same work in Slovakia. Both version where sold out very fast and some I give as presents.
I do not expect to produce huge amount of them so I would like to ask you in advance for notifying me in case you would have interest to purchase one. The price for soft cover version will be €24.95 and for hardcover €44.95, both prices including postage without insurance ( €10 extra if you choose for it).
Here is few images from hard cover version, I will post later some images of soft cover version.
  1. Images from my "Remembering Childhood" project are in.
  2. Size is 28.5cm wide and 22cm high.
  3. With hard cover which is in black linen.
  4. Tone of images is nice warm black.


Last images
[posted at 15:06 GMT]    

After I have published two chairs image on Thursday I was kind of proud. I like that image very much. I like the way it leads observer eye based on lighten and sharp part of the image from foreground to background, while darker and off focus part in left front and right bottom corners are not disturbing, just opposite are underlying the focused part.
In the same mood I have published Hut by the lake yesterday. This last image has similar mood and tone, but it is not as strong as two chairs. In any case somehow I like these images quite a lot. They express my mood in last weeks quite well. I will, if time allows, upload next image to conclude this moody series.
I would appreciate your comments on these images.

Saturday, 1st March, 2008

New photo: Hut's window
[posted at 20:07 GMT]    

Frozen in the sun shine.

Sunday, 2nd March, 2008

Smaller book
[posted at 16:34 GMT]    

As I promised Friday here are images from small soft bound version of my book "Remembering Childhood". In case you have interest to purchase the book, please leave a note. Based on interest I will or will not produce second print of the book. The soft bound book is:
  • 20cm wide and 15cm high.(7.75" x 5.75")
  • printed with genuine 4-color offset printing with real ink on paper
  • printed on extra thick and heavy, archival quality, acid-free paper.
Here are few images, first is comparison between hard bound (bigger and soft bound smaller book, than introduction page and views in the middle of the book. Both books
Introduction
Inside of the small book
Inside of the small book

New photo: waiting for the rain
[posted at 20:14 GMT]    

So they stay there. Now dry, in moment wet. They stay as they can't leave. Would we stay? As we can leave?

Monday, 3rd March, 2008

Discovery
[posted at 08:44 GMT]    

I have just discover that I have about 30 undeveloped rolls. I expect this week to be development week. I am also giving course this week so it will be hard. I expect to be tired every evening, but hopefully some time and energy will be left.
And tell me, how do you like my latest image? I am really curious what do you think.

Tuesday, 4th March, 2008

wink image
[posted at 11:35 GMT]    

Even I placed link to this image to my front page I can't help myself, but I need to write about it here as well. Why? Well this is that kind of image I always have in my head. And I have yet to produce. I love almost everything on that image. contrast light, shadows, light beam, the structure of the floor, the low view. The lost person, slight out of focus and graffiti on wall. All it perfectly plays together and creates marvelous feeling of lost soul and left enough to our imagination. You can just browse through the image and let your mind creates the rest. I am extremely curious what you think about images like this one. Tell me please.

Wednesday, 5th March, 2008

JEAN-CLAUDE BELEGOU
[posted at 16:17 GMT]    

Again today I have post on front page work of other photographer. I received email today from Jean-Claude Belegou. I did exchange some conversation with him quite some months ago. Today again I remember his excellent work. I have to mentioned another series he did back in eighties. It is Le corps. I like his older black and white very much. You really need to go to his site and take look for your self. I am sure you find a lot inspiring work there.

Thursday, 6th March, 2008

New photo: Destination Far
[posted at 19:20 GMT]    

Road is sharp, surroundings not important, Just focus on destination...

Sunday, 9th March, 2008

New photo: cafe rouge
[posted at 16:27 GMT]    

Nice girl serving coffee in small English town

Monday, 10th March, 2008

New photo: Sharp Sun
[posted at 21:14 GMT]    

Not only the spider can make a web, also sharp sun in cold winter day can make a light web in our eyes. How much I love it, nobody knows, but me.

Tuesday, 11th March, 2008

Refresh
[posted at 07:56 GMT]    

As you may notice I have made some little changes on these pages. Nothing special I just thought they will enhance browsing experience a bit. The rss feed feed on top right of each page is now going to feed burner. One reason is that it is showed in browser much nicer and not as raw XML file, second is that I can get some idea how many people had subscribed to my RSS feed.
I also replace crazy and long journal archive table with all the month from back of 2001 until now with simple drop down box. I am sure that like this is it simpler, nicer and takes much less space.

I didn't give up with looking for my atelier. I just got some tips where I can look and so I will try again. It would be great if I have some space where I can work on my ideas for images.

New photo: broken
[posted at 22:34 GMT]    

It has been broken. I look so close, my view is distorted. Chains are dissolving, they are not important, just fly over, enter the lake side.

Thursday, 13th March, 2008

digital world, is it for me?
[posted at 10:07 GMT]    

I have this in my mind for a little while. Move to digital, to buy a Nikon D300 and go that way. I was waiting all these years for some camera which will give me similar quality as I do now with film and my Nikon F100. What I was waiting actually was three four things:
  • Nikon handling like F100
  • Amount and quality of data at least as 2700dpi scan from bw negative
  • Price which will not kill me
  • Full frame (FX) sensor
Nikon D300 will, as the price drops a bit satisfy first three options. And frankly, D3 is too big and too expensive to even consider.
I have some plans about atelier, studio work all in black and white, to go bit more abstract and less documentary.

I am discussing all this with my second I and recently I have exchange few email with Dirk Rösler. He went from film to digital and back. All these are of course experience and views of somebody else, not mine own. I feel I know Dirk to certain extend which can help me to adjust his opinions to my needs. I am publishing some note and pieces from our email conversation for you as well to see what all is in my our minds. Maybe you have your own experience. I would love to read your view.
For me decision for next few days is following. Borrow the Nikon D300 and try it for few days and to see if working with it, is what I am expecting or not.
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The following pieces may sound bit without a context, but all is about me moving to digital world and answers from Dirk.

richo: Seems like you heading in the opposite direction in time. You asked me in your last email about my motivation to go digital. Well to be honest the primary reason is the time. I have not that much time. And when I have idea I like to execute it right away and mainly to see results right the way (that doesn't meat on back LCD, it means to come home and see images the same day so I can adjust my idea and try something else) I shoot really a lot if I am in mood and I like to experiment. I like to have feedback sooner than later. I can see it on my last wood & water project which I shoot partly in 35mm and partly in 6x6 films. If I would come home and could see images right away I would go next morning and re-shoot some or try something else and create far better series than I have now at www.richard-vanek.eu/ww

dirk: I see. Well, I understand the motivation because I have been there myself - and back as you say. I have sold most digital except the GRD because for me the theory you describe just did not work. I ended up shooting more but ending up with less. It was very frustrating. Photograph happen in the head and in the heart, and these places take time, feeling and thought. There are no shortcuts and what makes rationally perfect sense (no more developing and scanning) somehow did not work in reality. For me anyway.

Add to that the fact that digital black and white just does not look as good and you are down a path where you did not want to go. Yes, it would be nice to get things done faster and perhaps better, but quality needs time. This is also my reasoning for the large format. The effort to make one photo is amazing. You need to concentrate on the essential stuff, the good subject matters.

I am not saying that your plan is wrong or will not work. All I am saying is that it did not work for me as digital comes with some other aspects that you buy yourself into and that needs very careful consideration.

richo: Dirk, this is maybe only my thought, I need to prove it in practice. I have plan to borrow digital camera from friend, if he agrees, and try it on small weekend project. Idea is that one day I make series of shot and at evening I go through them to see if there is anything useful, anything in the way I expected. I will not work on them just to see how idea from the day turns out. And next day I can develop different way or just continue if I am satisfied.

dirk: Might be worth trying, but like world cup you need to play several matches to see which is the best team, not just one.

dirk: Remember also that digital is making all of photography more homogenous and more similar in appearance. There are a limited number of sensors and software out there and everyone is essentially using the same. Unlike with film where the film itself, choice if developer and your technique create an individual result. Maybe you are not bothered by it. My own feeling is however that a strong point of your photos is that they are very personal and this is a property that in my opinion should be protected a best as possible.
I see some interesting new angles emerge in your work (a bit darker in mood too, which i like) and I think they might be related to your way of working incl. the use if film.

richo: This is important, and I was thinking about it. I work on each image I put on web on some more on some less. If I have idea what I want to get from image I work quite long until I get it. I believe that a lot can be done using the software and approach my specific way. That is also why I do not buy any special software I generally using only one pwp (Picture Window Pro)

Friday, 14th March, 2008

New photo: tree in water
[posted at 09:15 GMT]    

Calm, you sit and there is no wind in the air, there is no movement in the tree. There is no though in your mind...

digital world, is it for me? II
[posted at 16:41 GMT]    

This is continuation of discussion between me and Dirk. I have got email from Dirk last night and after reading it I realize that Dirk has rather different aproach to photography than I do. I try to explain to myself and to Dirk how do I see things. I would like to thanks Dirk for agreeing to publish our discussions. I hope that it can be useful to more people than only me.

richo: I like the film, I like it all, just have one problem that I am not able to develop films the same day I shoot. If I can solve that I have no need to switch to digital now.

dirk: I would be interested in your reasoning behind this. Why do you need to see results immediately? To improve your work? Why do you think it may be better at the next attempt? Wasn't the first attempt more objective and neutral in approach? How many times do you need to retry to know you have the best result.

dirk: I am just skeptical about this need. Winogrand put away his exposed films for years until developing and evaluating them to get emotional distance between the act of taking the photograph and looking at the resulting photograph. One of the reasons for this is that the subject and the picture of it are two different things. But we connect them in our minds because the photo is considered a representation of what was in front of the lens, which is not entirely true. The photo is just that, a photo.

richo: I left your whole comment as I think it is very important. As I understood you right you are expecting me to take street kind of photo. But I do not want to do that anymore.

richo: What I like is to stage a scene which I think express what I have in mind, what I do feel. Stage with objects and people in certain space, room,... When working like this I would like to see if what I have got in camera is what I had in mind. I have usually very precise image in my mind. And I try to create it in front of camera.

richo: So far I was doing it only with post processing of my images. It was like sculptor. I have got raw, direct image from negative (like stone you buy) and than I was working on it and while I was working it drives me direction which I feel fits the image and fits partially what I like to say by the image.

richo: As examples you can see this image captured in full sunny day and made to what it is or this one, which was image one would just never use as it was very boring as direct scan.

richo: But now, and it is for longer time actually, I like to use a space and people and direct them, stage them to create image. I am full of what I like to say and I have no time (getting old) to just walk around and wait until I see it in real life (may never happen).

richo: I guess I am repeating myself, but I like that you understand what I mean. When I create something (stage scene) and I try to catch the image which I have on my mind with camera in this scene, I need feedback to see if it is what I thought it would be when releasing shutter.

dirk: Lastly, is our objective to become more result-orientated (see again the Andy Summers quite on my blog)? Working faster, getting better results in a shorter period of time? This is a certainly a desirable, but I would say that it is an objective out of the capitalist world, minimize effort, maximize output. I would think that such a mode of operation is not good for the creative process.

richo: This is exactly opposite, at least in my approach. When I am in a mood and I feel I can create what I feel inside. Than I just can't stop I need to go on. I love iterative process where I made few images look on them and than feel if it is it or not. Or I may get inspired and try different. So for me it is not a materialistic question to get job done without effort in shortest possible time. For me it is to find that image I have in mind in real.

dirk: Thus, returning to the point I made above: you buy into a while new paradigm, not just the things you like.

richo: You have true in this absolutely. I know that. I will get rid of chemicals, scanning, development tanks. And I will gain flash cards, cables. I already have hard disks, backup, software, DVD/Cd as I have over 20000 images scanned by now for last five years.

dirk: I don't wants photos being created like an Excel spreadsheet at work. I want to use my hands, my body and all my senses when creating them, not just eyes and hands. It is like a child getting to know the world via Playstation. You use some of our capabilities, but loose out on some important experiences.

richo: Dirk, I do not agree with this comparison at all! There is no difference if I catch the light by silver oxide or by CCD sensor. All sensor and camera processing is not the same as not all the films and chemicals are not. The creation of image is not question of tool, it is question of mind and eye.

richo: I am not sure if now is the right time for me to go digital, but I am very sure it will come. Same way I love digital printing much much more than traditional wet darkroom and I am more efficient and far better in it, same way I expect to gain by moving to digital.

richo: I am only not sure if sensor which my money can buy today are what I will like. I am not a rich man to just buy and try. I certainly see people who can do it these days and I see individual and specific images they creates even using same tools.

Saturday, 15th March, 2008

color to black and white
[posted at 22:22 GMT]    

The biggest challenge which I see in my conversion to digital world is how to process color raw images into black and white. I am currently reading a lot of materials from the web and doing some my own test. I also played a lot with lightroom, but I feel not right in the development module. I would love to use it for managing images (library module), but to buy it only for that is just too expensive. I really like its capability in image management, it is just best from what I have see so far.
The develop module has a lot of great ideas, but the way it is applying everything on image in real time is just too game like for me. Just doesn't feel right. I try to convert my old raw NEF Nikon files to color tif using vuescan. Some may smile but it is working perfectly and one can have a certain level of control already there. Than I load result as a TIFF file into Picture Window Pro and experimenting. My experiments are inspired very much by lightroom way of working. Hopefully soon I can post some of my results.

Monday, 17th March, 2008

digital world, is it for me? III
[posted at 07:49 GMT]    

Continuation of discussion with Dirk about my possible conversion to black and white digital world.:


dirk: I did not have photographs made on the street in my mind when I wrote to you before and honestly I don't think it makes a difference. Photography is photography no matter what and where you practice it.

richo: You right about that, but I guess there is certain difference based on subject and way you working.

dirk: I understand what you are trying to do and it sounds good and you seem to be excited by it. So go for it. I remain doubtful however for the need for instant feedback, but that may be a personal preference of mine. In reality if I understand your plan about creating stage with objects and people correctly, you can either check after a few shots if you got what you wanted, which personally would distract me like hell and have a negative effect on the relationship between me and the subject, especially with people involved (unless they are professional models who can switch on and off despite interruptions. What you are describing is not so far off from advertising shoots where everyone is looking at the results immediately and then art directing it as it goes along, so the work style obviously works). Again we're back at being result-orientated as opposed to getting into the moment.

richo: I must say I agree with you in the way you describe it. I am fully with you. But there is a bit of difference. I would never look at camera's LCD screen when working with people and trying to capture a moment, There is just no time for it. Checking of histogram like some other suggested is not necessary of you ready for prepared scene. It is in a way controlled environment.

dirk: Alternatively you can look over your work at the end of the working day and see if you need to redo it the next day. We have to assume that the scene would still be available the next day. If there are people involved or natural lighting, then that may not be possible. Perhaps you also don't have time until another week later and by then the whole relationship to the subject has changed and you start again.

richo: What I have in mind is to look at series of shots after few hours or even later in day. You mentioned problems with setup, re-shooting (what a stupid term ;-) the scene next day or next week (correct assumption about time constraints). Well you right, but when doing film and let say I am in mood and all goes nice I can shoot 20 rolls in the evening. In optimal situations (every day developing) I can process them not sooner than in four days, but in reality it is often more than 2 weeks. That includes developing and scanning all negatives in preview low resolution.

richo: Two weeks! Imagine that I rent a place and I have it for weekend and week. Would be nice to have this feedback same evening and next day we can try something better. Same like years ago when we recorded with band music. We had a week in studio. We worked everyday whole day. At evening/night we just listened what we recorded, discussed it and than next day we knew we need to record bass again, that or that needs to be done and that and that is good.

richo: So it is not instant interruption in work what I had in mind. Just a feedback in comfortable time interval to lead you to better result.

dirk: Sorry for being too skeptical here, I would very much like this to work myself but for me the reality and the rational plan (which makes total sense, no question about it) just were two different things and did not meet. I guess it is totally subjective and to know whether it works for you the only way is to try and see for yourself.

richo: I am glad you are skeptical. You are one of very few who talk like this to me. I appreciate it as I do have both kind of opinions to listen to.

richo: And about trying it myself, yes I need to do that and as you mentioned earlier once is not enough.

richo: I was just busy with color to bw conversion as that is the one big item I would buy myself into, as you mentioned earlier. And frankly it is not easy. All the tutorials they always show the best and most easy images to convert. I am trying it on some images I have done in 2004 with borrowed Nikon D70. Difficult...

New photo: Blurred corr field mask
[posted at 23:04 GMT]    

After blurring all problems with density shift were gone as the whole is masks disappeared. I used this to lighten and increase contrast of the corn field.
So using this two blurred masks I created my final pwp version of the image. It was done in 15min so it still has a bit to the perfection, but I knew I was on good road.

New photo: Original corn field mask
[posted at 23:05 GMT]    

Based on color separation in HSL mode I created this mask for corn field. The result was that in brings strange denisty shift in the middle of corn field.

New photo: Blurred sky mask
[posted at 23:06 GMT]    

After I saw Daniel's masks I used my detail mask and blurred it heavily (could be done more) You can see the result I used this mask for darkening sky as well for increasing it contrasts.

New photo: Original sky mask
[posted at 23:06 GMT]    

This is the kind of mask I am always using this one is created based on color separation in HSL mode. Allows me to separate sky, but left those artifacts as you saw in detailed crop in earlier images.

New photo: pwp masking version crop
[posted at 23:08 GMT]    

And finally 1:1 crop from version where HSL was not used. Simple color mixer and than masking for selective contrast increase where used. No artifacts and now strange color tones between corn branches. All seems to be fine. Important is how to make mask correct. I normally used very detail mask which I expand by feather and blur with little Gaussian blur. Based on masks Daniel is using I did something which resulted in interesting aproach. Daniel is doing quick mask by hand using tablet. I am far from that kind of perfection ;-) But thanks to him I found my own way.

New photo: My pwp version crop
[posted at 23:08 GMT]    

In this 1:1 crop from my image converted in pwp artifacts are terribly pronounced. It is certainly thanks to increased darkening of the sky. The separation based on color in HSL mode can leave these kind of side effects. And this is the point I mentioned at the start of this experiment. So this is the difficult image for HSL conversion. Even it can work in different images well, for this is very difficult if not impossible.

New photo: lightroom version crop
[posted at 23:08 GMT]    

1:1 Crop from my lightroom version. You see a little white artifacts on right side of each top corn branch. In 1:1 crop is visible so it will be on print.

New photo: old detail
[posted at 23:09 GMT]    

This is 1:1 crop of converted image in version from 2004. No artifacts but contrast is low and whole image is very flat. Just a side note: Image is not sharp as it has focus on building and not on corn filed. That is not important for the moment. Please look at next three crops from different version.

New photo: Final pwp version
[posted at 23:09 GMT]    

This version is based on aproach from Daniel Staver. First conversion from color to black and white was done simple with color mixer. And second using masks the part of image were dodged and burned. The key here is creation on masks. More about that in last four images of this series.

New photo: My pwp version
[posted at 23:09 GMT]    

Based on color to black and white work flow from lightroom I try to do the same HSL space adjustment in pwp (picture window pro) I think I went quite to the extreme here.Sky is nice dark and foreground has that high contrast spark. But artifacts in foreground where it touches the sky are very pronounced.

New photo: My lightroom version
[posted at 23:09 GMT]    

This is result of mine color to black and white conversion in lightroom. You need to understand that this was my second day of lightroom usage so I had no experience and I made the adjustment based on video tutorial. But I have spend quite some time with image. Image to my eyes look to dark and without that nice contrasts I like. No dark sky and no highlights in details. I made this version using adjustment in HSL space of color image. I try to keep balance between darkening sky and foreground so I avoid creation of artifacts. These you will see on 1:1 crop in later images in this series.

New photo: Daniel version
[posted at 23:09 GMT]    

Quick Daniel Staver version, I believe he works few minutes on it. I was curious how his result will be. He has master The Photoshop techniques to the higher level and I always admire his opinions and craft. Another reason was that I failed to convert this image without artifacts which are visible best in 1:1 crops later in this series.

New photo: Old conversion
[posted at 23:10 GMT]    

Original conversion to bw I made using pwp (Picture window Pro) back in 2004. From that time I remember that it was rather complex and difficult. I remember I was splinting color file to three color channels and mixing them back together. I never was fully satisfied with this version, even it takes a longtime.

New photo: Original
[posted at 23:10 GMT]    

This is original image, Nikon D70 nef raw file. And you can see its basic color version after lightroom conversion.

Loosing colors
[posted at 23:16 GMT]    

As I promised, I just posted my findings about converting color image to black and white in my experiment pages. I spend few days trying things out. Images showed in that page are result of quick conversion only to prove a technique. So do not expect top quality. It was more like prove of concept. I also wanted to underline the fact that some images is more difficult to convert than others. I certainly will try to convert different color images to have more experience and to see what all is possible and what are the constraints.

Tuesday, 18th March, 2008

New photo: Farm house
[posted at 09:45 GMT]    

I have modified this image to my best color to black and white skills to this date. Feel much better now. For more talk about converting digital images from color to black and white read look at my experiment page.
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Original comment from 2004-09-22:
This is a farm house at the end of village where we live. This shot is done using Nikon D70 and converted to b&w. This is my first attempt to do little smarter color to b&w conversion. Info: 1/1000 s, F 5.60, focal length: 34.00 mm

Notes for the future
[posted at 20:38 GMT]    

It almost feels like people are worried about my possible move to digital. Absolutely no reaction except email and chat with Dirk and Daniel. Very interesting. Well I do my investigation and will write my thoughts and findings here, if not for anybody than for me as a note for the future.

Wednesday, 19th March, 2008

Again analog
[posted at 22:28 GMT]    

After those last few days you may think I have lost all interest in analog photography. It is absolutely not true. I have just spent my evening to develop six rolls of Fomapan Creative 200 which I exposed some time ago at 100 ASA. It has been while ago I did develop last time. Maybe two weeks or so. Fixer was gone I needed to make fresh one. It was a tedious process, but the moment of looking at freshly developed negatives is really nice. Every minute I was developing I was thinking what would be different when I will switch to digital. I think that moment when fixer is flushed out of the tank and fresh wateris used for few minutes to clean and than when I open the tank and look at wet negatives. Yes I will miss that moment.

Friday, 21st March, 2008

Sudden snow
[posted at 08:46 GMT]    

Today morning weather was quite fine for driving. Under the clouds and almost dry road. Just a few cars, thanks to the fact that a lot of people took off today. I was at my office in 25 minutes what can takes 40-60 min in usual day.
After while gets really dark and than I felt it is raining. It was raining for few days now with some breaks. Wind was always very strong. So I have looked out of the window and so this, sudden snow, we see so little here.

Tuesday, 25th March, 2008

Still snow
[posted at 06:55 GMT]    

So few free days is over and we experience here a lot of snow for this country. Today morning I actually need to clean car from about seven centimeter layer of snow with ice under it. Driving was nice in sunny morning with snow on fields. I like it very much, that is what I really miss in this country. That refresh feeling in the middle of the winter, when you wake up and there is a snow everywhere, quiet with deep blue sky and sun shining. It gives you that necessary kick in the long nights period of winter.
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As Dave writes, on the photography front, I scanned all six rolls I developed. So it takes five days for six times thirty six images to become available for me to select from. It is not bad, but if I imagine I like to work on something next day, it is just not possible. It is nice for shooting images as they go, but you just can't have serious continuation. Well you can, but it is a bit different.
All my series, like night mood or water and wood, or even blurry tryout worked out as shooting session of max 2-3 hours. I never actually come back to the same, why? Well I guess I never felt again same way. Pity is that I may come next day, and take images better that those day before if I saw what I did wrong or how I miss my imagination with them.
Well, maybe it is only in my mind, nobody can really know for sure. But I believe that be able to see images at the end of the day and be able to evaluate will help.
On other hand I must agree that film has certain level of uncertainty which can bring specific look to you images, look I wouldn't like to loose.

I also made quite a updates in my photo library, in sense I add tag and keywords I didn't last few times, when through last few month of images and finished updating meta data. It was rather interesting to see some images I forgot about.

Browsing my own photos
[posted at 20:07 GMT]    

I was just browsing through my own photos on the web. After I developed next six rolls I just felt like looking on work I published at this site, having in mind maybe some different way of displaying my work here. As I went through some fifty last images I have notice quite interesting trend about ratings. It is rather strait forward to see which images people likes and which not. Rating is still not very popular, but even from that few which are on site I can see that images which are generally nice and purchased the most are also the one with highest ranks. I guess it is working also the other way, so I will be removing some images from shop and some I will add to it.
I like to earn some extra money for supporting my transformation to the digital world. So if you like to have some of my last photographs I captured using analog cameras and film, now it would be good time.

Sunday, 30th March, 2008

New photo: Catching a ghost
[posted at 12:49 GMT]    

Dirk is focus to capture a ghost ;-) at Abiko-shi, Chiba-ken, Japan

New photo: Fishing with kids
[posted at 19:24 GMT]    

Abiko-shi, Chiba-ken, Japan

Monday, 31st March, 2008

Article updates
[posted at 21:17 GMT]    

I have add some new information into my article about developers and film combination I am using. I have some plans to updates also other articles. Currently there are following articles on my site:

Films and Developers

My favorite Film/Developer combinations for black and white photographs with description of agitation, times and results. This is the mostly asked questions from e-mail I am getting.

How do I Take Pictures

I am updating this article now... Writing about how I did and how I do take photograps. What camera and how I use it. About my way of aproach subject and little bit more.

Packing prints

I have got a lot of questions how do I pack photographs before Isending them to you. Here you can see the most common packing for 5x7and 8x10 prints. The bigger prints are done similar way, but in biggerand little different pack.

Making Prints

I print digitally, using carbon pigment inks on highquality Rag papers. Read more about details how I prepare black andwhite image from raw digital data to print on paper.

Developing b/w Negatives

Description of complete procedure how I do develop my black and white films. It is rather detailed so I hope it will not confused but help you to see alternative to your way.

Limiting Print Editions?

This short note describes my view on producing limited number of prints from each negative. This is especially interesting reading for those who planning to buy prints from me. It gave you all information what is my motivation behind my choice in this subject.

Post Development Procedure

This part describes how I manage my photographs after film roll isdeveloped. How I organize them to be able to find fast what I wantand to avoid loosing anything.

Tuesday, 1st April, 2008

New photo: Dutch sea
[posted at 18:16 GMT]    

Cold water, with bare feets in it. Looking into mud water, hoping for miracle...

Wednesday, 2nd April, 2008

Wim Wenders
[posted at 07:55 GMT]    

Today morning while driving I was listening BBS RADIO 3 podcast where Wim Wenders was talking about changing America to cultural stagnation and how much he appreciate now culture richness of Europe. He was talking about provincialisms and lost of power to define future in places like New York and Los Angeles, he liked in eighties.
I was wondering than how interesting is to work and meet different people. Everyday I have chance to be with people from different countries, people who speaks different languages. I like that very much and I wouldn't like to become isolated.
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Just a today early morning thought I finally wrote down.

Nikon D300 at home
[posted at 19:17 GMT]    

So today afternoon I borrowed Nikon D300 and will have two days with it to get my feelings sorted a bit about this possible digital camera for me. For now I can tell you my first impressions.
It is incredibly similar to Nikon F100 I am using currently. Weight is almost the same. Viewfinder is as bright as F100 but feels more contrast, it is of course smaller (DX, FX). And the shutter is quite nosier that shutter of my F100 including film advance. What I found very strange is that my Nikon 28/2.8 AF-D lens can not be used with aperture ring. I needed to set it to F22 and have to use the wheels to set aperture. Very disappointing, I thought that camera of this caliber should not have this limitation. I need to look more into it. (Added 3.Apr: Of course option in menu and I have set it back to Aperture ring and it is working).
Here are few shots of Nikon D300 and F100 next to each other. Some more reports and possible images will follow soon. I have camera until Saturday morning.

Thursday, 3rd April, 2008

Day of comments
[posted at 21:33 GMT]    

Sometimes is like today. Day when a lot of people leave comments. I like that very much, it really feels like when you visit me. I would like to have chat more with you, have a cup of tea. Look at some photographs and just enjoy each other company. In this digital age it is quite rare. What a pity. So I am very glad that you leave comments.
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I have spent today my first day with capturing images with Nikon D300. It feels very good as I said yesterday it is just my F100 in digital coat. Feels very natural. I have imported first 300 images I have shot today into Lightroom 2.0 beta. Didn't play much with it. I was planning to take a look close look on images in my Picture Window Pro editing program, but have find time for that yet. I like to see all what possible with camera. Shoot with all Nikkor lenses today I have 28/2.8 50/1.8 and 85/1.8. The tokina zoom 20-35/2.8 is for tomorrow same as little surprise to all of you and possibly to me if the weather allows it.

New photo: Theobald
[posted at 21:42 GMT]    

When we met first time he was so shy, esspecialy when I pointed my camera on him, but than just few moments later he was kid again.

Friday, 4th April, 2008