I have watch a movie just now, movie based on book I have read when I was
young. Not really important which movie it was. It just bring me some
thought I and guess I will share it with you. I know I didn't put any
picture on web for some time now. But let me talk for now and pictures will
come later.
Humans tent to join to groups, you know friendship, colleagues or clubs
and that kind of sorts. Also some groups are formed not by wish but by
circumstances. Like workers in the same factory, company or people living
in the same location. Few individuals they have also strong feeling to
become individually recognizable and come out of this shade, uniformity or
forced bunches. It is interesting that more people are creative or more
they are intelligent more they have feeling that they need to be visible as
unique been. It is not always true and I am not selfish and arrogant so I
am saying "maybe I am wrong" but, juts leave it that I am right for the
moment. Yes :-)
I also do not like to be seen as part of the machine, part which is not
important just makes things easier to go if we are millions. But I do not
want to be that I want to be seen as somebody who stands up and creates
something which is unique. I do try it with photography, but do I try it
right? (and yes another sign, doubt)
Often I have feeling that I need to create something which is appreciate
which I can sell and get some money back, but that is not goal, goal is to
express something something which more people can Identify, something what
other do not know they feel or do not know how to express. I try and will
to try to express. It would be great if I am able to make things which
somebody can identify as its own feelings. Isn't it great when image you
created is felt by somebody else like his own feeling, memory, wish?
You tell me!